День 7630/12/2013 12:31
It's so nice sometimes to spend all day doing nothing but relaxing :) I actually really liked it, now I have lots of energy! :)
Yesterday, Chris and I had a very nice dinner :) and relaxed night of watching very romantic movie "Serendipity" :) The first time I've seen this movie. I really liked it! The main point of the movie is that if it meant to happen then it will :)
So New Year is in two days, and you know what? I don't have any plans yet ! I think it's the first time in my life when two days before the New Year I don't have any plans. So honestly it makes me panic. I love New Years, it's my favorite holiday. I even don't like my birthday as much as I love New Years. I believe in our Russian saying "The way you spend New Years night is the way you'll spend the whole year". Of course I was thinking about what am I going to do for New Year...and of course I tired to plan it. But for some reason all my planning failed. And now ...not having any plans...I feel like I failed at something this year. It makes me think that my life right now is just like my new years eve...not planned...up in the air.... it makes me worried and scared....even a bit lonely...confused and lost in not know what to do... .and definitely not what I would want to have... Makes me feel like I missed something at one point. Feels like I dragged all people away from me.... and the only one to blame is me!
Typing this right now and crying ...oh I have a huge petty for myself. I honestly hate this feelings.
So what I'm going to do? relax! heheh it's actually pretty hard, but I'll try to relax and let the flow lead me to where I need to be that night :) I believe that God will take care of me that night, and let me have night full of fun, joy and happy time.
Just like in that movie, everything will be the way it should be :)
"Подарить любовь родителям"
I talked to my parents yesterday!
- 1. Вчера я легла....
- 2. Сегодня я встала...
- 3. Что я сегодня ела в течение дня? (записывать все :)
Empanadas, shrimps with macaroni, popcorn
- 4. Что я сегодня носила в течение дня?
- 5. Что я сегодня сделала для себя?
I did my nails and eyebrows
- 6. Мое настроение по десятибалльной шкале в течение дня
- 7. Десять благодарностей за сегодняшний день (Жизни, Богу, мужу, себе - как угодно)
I'm grateful for my family!
I'm grateful for my Chris!
I'm grateful for my friends!
I'm grateful for relaxing day today :)
Мои цели1. похудеть на 10 кг (follow workout schedule constantly)
- 2. Work on my art projects
- 3. Do something for my "inner-world"
I've listened to the first lecture of the "How to become happy" course.
- 4. хочу 100% зрение (complete everyday eye exercises routine)
- 5. Money! Money! Money!
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