День 7801/01/2014 03:43
Happy New Year!!!! I'm one of the last ones who will celebrate New Years 🙂
I wish everyone amazing New Year! Lots of love! I hope all your dreams will come true!
So the end of the awesome 2013. A lot happened in the last, let’s see
2013 began in Russia with my family. Celebration of New Year was like I wanted with my family, with traditional food and festive movies on TV. The first night of 2013 was fun, relaxed, and very emotional. Unfortunately, I had to witness the “not thinking” and a bit careless behavior of my sister that made me cry, but it let something amazing happened. My Dad and I had nice talk about a lot of things; the main one was that when we love someone we need to let them make mistakes, even knowing that it might hurt us.
Then it was celebration of my 24th birthday. There were a lot of people that I love and care about. My awesome friends gave me one of the best presents that I’ve ever gotten. But even that holiday of life didn’t happen without crying haha Yes, it couldn’t go without a bit of disappointment. Well a reason was pretty valid -> no present from a beloved boyfriend. Well I got the present later…like weeks later.
Then I traveled to LA for Bachata Festival, where I performed with my team. It was fun and interesting time After there were a lot of work + dance practicing + not stable relationship with boyfriend + and slowly staring “depression”. Then it was pretty cool vacation to New York with my sister! It was awesome, we’ve experienced a lot from Brooklyn to Harlem 😀 It was a loooot of walking included, goose bumps amazing Broadway Mama Mia Musial, celebrating my sister’s bday with delicious Spanish food and ice-cream walk! Horribly cold visit to Empire State building, free ride to the Statue of Liberty, riding subway to in the middle of Harlem and being the ONLY white person there! Meeting the cool Philochko, btw thank you showing us a small part of New York’s night life. Then of course visiting little Russia in Brooklyn – it was truly awesome! Almost being a part of someone’s bday flash mob! And dancing salsa! Enough said, it was just awesome!
I came back to Anchorage to work + more dance practicing + same rollercoaster relationship with boyfriend, but now I’m starting to think about breaking up. Then beautiful summer started in Anchorage! I got promotion at work! Honestly, it was absolutely unexpected for me I was so surprised, but I got it heheh In the end of the summer there were couple more dance performances, but then I decided to take a brake form my hobby. I don’t know if that was a right decision or not, because I’m still not dancing. I hope I can get back to dancing soon! I miss it so much.
Vacation to Hawaii with my boyfriend Honestly, our relationship was going down so bad! I thought we’ll breakup before we board on the plain. Vacation was still fun, even with couple arguments hehe I did the first time scuba diving! it was nice, I would say even relaxing then I ate the best stake in my life 😀 kind of reminded me of my Dad’s shashliki 😀 first time jumped off the cliff and climb a waterfall and I ate the best mango EVER!!!!! After our vacation, our relationship changed drastically, well he changed. So now we’re still together. I’m definitely happier with our relationship now But I have to be honest, I’m still afraid or maybe not sure that this is how it’ll be. I don’t know what it is... but I can’t get reed of that feeling. I guess maybe I just need more time to believe again.
Right after vacation the Marathon 2 started and I’m so glad to be a part of it. I haven’t accomplished a lot yet, but at least I started. The start was with understanding what is it what I don’t like in my life. I realized well I honestly admitted few things that I tried to not bring up and just pretend like everything is okay. First, even getting a promotion didn’t change my mind; I understand that what I’m doing right now is not something that I would like to do for the rest of my life, plus I’m not the best in it also. Second, I realized that I can be much better friend than I am right now. I also want to be nicer and kinder to myself and others. In fact, I’m not that nice person haha and maybe that’s why it’s kind of hard for me to get along with people, especially with other ladies. Over the last couple years, I kind of got disappointed with people… yeah just people in general. I’m not that excited to meet new people like I used to, and I would say I don’t see a point in it now. So this is what I have been doing lately -> just being antisocial…to be honest….sometimes, I see that someone wants to talk to me… and I start to mumble in my head….”oh no…please not now…don’t talk to me..you ..nice person you..” hahah so I don’t like it, and I want to change it about myself. Because in fact, socializing is what makes me feel good …I know weird, right? Hahah This is one of the reasons why I decided to participate in the Marathon, to figure out how I can come back to a nicer me 😀
Oh also I started learning how to play piano 😀 yeah!
Yea so that sums up my 2013! And looking back, I can say it was a good year full of wonderful moments! Unpleasant surprises! Breathtaking views! Bitter tears! Beautiful feelings! Small disappointments! Priceless experiences! All of it I except and love every moment of it! I think I’m a better me now than I was a year ago Also, re-reading my small summary makes me be sure that in 2014 I’ll be a better me. I have so many ideas; I just can’t let myself to waste them! I just have to make my dreams to come true! Because I can 😀
In 2014 I want to fall in love with myself, accept myself, have lots of love and kindness in me, and be able to share it with my loved ones, and even be able to share it with others. I want to become a better dancer, piano player, and artist. I want to learn how to knit I want to learn photography and photo/video editing. I want to visit countries and cities that I’ve never been before. I want to become physically stronger and healthier. I want to continue working on my blog. I want to be more stable financially. Well that was a short planning, I’ll have to do much better planning, but in the end I just want to be a happy me!
"Исполнить свою собственную мечту"
I went through the my 100 wishes list today, and I was able to cross off some of them! But today I didn't do anything specific for that 🙂
- 1. Вчера я легла....
- 2. Сегодня я встала...
- 3. Что я сегодня ела в течение дня? (записывать все 🙂
Coffee, pizza, spinach wrap, dinner
- 4. Что я сегодня носила в течение дня?
- 5. Что я сегодня сделала для себя?
I took a time to sum up my 2013 🙂
- 6. Мое настроение по десятибалльной шкале в течение дня
- 7. Десять благодарностей за сегодняшний день (Жизни, Богу, мужу, себе - как угодно)
I'm grateful to have my family!
I'm grateful to have my friends!
I'm grateful to have my job!
I'm grateful that I got tickets to the party!
I'm grateful for awesome 2013!
Мои цели1. похудеть на 10 кг (follow workout schedule constantly)
Nothing ...still holidays.
- 2. Work on my art projects
I'll try to curl my hair today..it's a tough one 😀
- 3. Do something for my "inner-world"
Thinking about my accomplishments in 2013 was pretty cool
- 4. хочу 100% зрение (complete everyday eye exercises routine)
- 5. Money! Money! Money!
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